OO was the love of my life.
My chest is sore when I think of him. I'm in so much pain but I know OO wouldn't want that.
Some days it hits me hard he's gone and I just choke and freeze, I just feel numbness.
I'm flying out next week to a law intensive which I'm hoping will relieve me of some reality. I'm actually liking law school btw, it's nothing like I've ever studied, no right or wrong or answers, just strength in research, precedence, conviction, sort of like science without BS assertions on truth.