I mean if I think about today, vomiting at the grocery store, hooting at some books at a book shop, squinting at a pigeon, screaming at ... vomiting some more, ill in bed, pigging out on veggie dumplings, patching up leaky roof, EMF reading in a storm... I decided my 2016 resolution is to do something about my crash and burn personality. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of it. I miss Ludy.